I'm doing it..

It has been a while since my last post.. And yes, from my title, you know that i am doing this.. It wasn't a smooth journey but at least i made it through some hurdles..

First hurdle was my parents.. To convince them takes courage and some persuading skills.. LOL, because my Mum is reading this too.. They weren't very encouraging in the first place, worrying that i won't be able to handle the stress.. Outside world is cruel, i know, but don't worry, i will learn my way out..

Second hurdle was my future.. How should i juggle between my work as a pharmacist and this? It will not be easy but i guess i have to figure my way out.. Owh, another thing involves laws and regulations.. As a government servant we cannot do this cannot do that bla bla bla... This problem wasn't solved and i shall see how it goes when i start working..

There are a lot more hurdles that i have gone through for the past few days.. Dealing with government isn't easy as well.. You really need patience when dealing with them.. And oh ya, i have dealt with some potential customers.. Talked to some of them and first response was alright.. Cannot proceed further until after i return from KL..

Again i shall say, the 'road' that i have taken wasn't easy.. At least, i think i am seeing glimpse of light at the end of the tunnel now..

To do or not to do?

I always say i dream big.. I will be doing something someday.. That something that is different from what everyone would think i will be doing, serving the government as a pharmacist for the rest of my life.. And yes, last time when i said this, i did not know what i will be doing.. But things have changed..

Today, i have a glimpse of what i want to do.. Something new, something fresh, at least for Sarawak.. Every thing comes with risks and obstacles.. I mean, of course there is a risk attached to every thing that we do, for not everyone will be successful.. I do not know if i will ever go far.. Even if i don't, it will not be the end..

I do not want my life to be dull, following just what other people is doing.. It's not easy for me to spot an opportunity.. And when there is opportunity i do not want to let it go again.. I will be taking the road not taken.. I am sick of my routine life, from going to secondary school, then form 6 and then university and the rest of my life, working in a hospital..

I am still going to work as a pharmacist.. This would be just another venture.. IF (touch wood) i couldn't go far, i will stick to the original plan, to become a pharmacist.. -_-|||

I had already booked an airticket to KL end of this month though everything is still uncertain.. This is my first step and I still have plenty of obstacles and challenges ahead.. I need to dig deep into somewhere for modal.. Wonder where could i dig.. Wish me luck.. :)